Mommy’s sorry
October 1st, 2008 by Shooi
I am sorry that I yelled at you when you spilled the milk powder on the table when you were scooping the milk into your cup. I was the one who agreed that you can make your own milk but I forgot tat you are not even 3 years old yet.
I am sorry that I was rough at you when you were a little too rough with Dylan. I forgot that you are still a small child and do not have the maturity to fully judge what is right or wrong.
I am sorry that I told you to wait until I finished nursing Dylan when you woke up in the middle of the night 2 nights ago asking me to switch off the aircon because you are feeling cold. But I forgot and dozed off while nursing Dylan and found you sleeping curled up the next morning.
I am sorry that I could not spend as much time as you want to help you with drawing, coloring or building blocks.
I am sorry to expect you to behave like a perfect child. You are not, and never will be as I am not a perfect mother too.
I am sorry that I am not always able to pat you to sleep though I know you love to have me do that. I need to get Dylan to sleep first before I can tend to you.
I am sorry to force you to grow up, be a big brother without even considering if you are ready for the role yet.
I am sorry for the many things that I have forgotten to say sorry to you.
I am sorry, but remember tat MOMMY LOVES YOU no matter what.
